did i judge correctly?

i was just thinking on the other hand, i'm pretty sure amy was calling me to see what time she should be at my place for the meeting since it's obviously important. this meeting could determine where i ultimately end up for many years and she probably expected me to expect her to be at my place for it. i didn't wanna seem so demanding and/or inconvenience anyone with my life. i forgot to remember that these people get paid to ensure i'm making wise and safe decisions. staying here in minnesota has lead to nothing but depression and a remainder of the time unemployed. i hope i can be more constructive in concord. i also hope i made the correct decision by telling amy i just wanted to have our first meeting about living in massachusetts only a phone interview. the ics tried to reassure me and told me that it should be alright. i'm not sure if i should take their advice because i'm unsure if they're just trying to help themselves and the meeting goes wrong because she would've understood better PERSONALLY. i'm probably just overthinking though. i hope that if the meeting needs more information, we can just have an in-person meeting afterward. i anticipate there to be more than one meeting that's pertaining to me moving to massachusetts though. this is probably the first- even though i don't want it to be a disaster so they just decide to try to talk me into staying in an opportunity-less state with support from most of my family (which is the ONLY reason why i'm even here) only when it's convenient/beneficial for them (except joe- he's the only family member who actually talks to me now). i'm sick of wasting my potential for people that don't even support/care for me when it's convenient/beneficial for THEM.